Tans, i got mine from Cabelas and love it. I do not use a loading stand, just hold in left hand and load. I am pretty sure that Cabelas carries the spare cylinder holders. I didn't get any spares for this one though. I use 40 grs of Pyrodex P, an overpowder wad, and a .454 homecast rd ball. It is a darn accurate shooter. I am sure yours will be too. Have fun.