I'd sure go out of my way to "test" your hankering. I.e., handle some guns rather than looking at pics, if at all possible. Better yet, shoot them. Pipe dream for lots of folks living far from sources, for sure, but worth the trouble if you can manage it.
I'd sure handle a GPR 54 if at all possible as a starting point. Might not be the style you're hankering for, but it will tell you a lot about weight and balance. They come in at around 9#, a little less than the GPR50 and a little less muzzle heft. The point is, that weight isn't bad for carry, and it sure helps absorb recoil with stiffer loads. Nice thing with the GPR, especially a kit, you can slim them down a lot to affect weight and balance to a lesser degree. Even if you can't or won't do all that, the mere act of handling one will give you a frame of reference for further hankering.