look at the pictures, they are identical, same barrels, same weight, though I have never shot a load as light as 20 gr, 30 is a VERY light load, it chronographed at 500 fps +/- and 45 grains runs almost to 800. the recoil of a 133 gr ball moving under 800 fps is way lighter than a 38 special
all my revolvers that are non dragoons recoil like a 22 lr. a single shot with a little more barrel can burn a little more and actually use it and get some decent results, but even 54 cal pistols with 10" barrels loaded up with 60 gr don't recoil as bad as a 357 mag. So a 45 cal with 20 gr is so anemic, you would probably be better off with a sling shot. I will load 20 grains next range trip and measure the velocity. probably around 300-350 fps remember a .440 ball is about 133 gr or so, a 38 spec used 125 to 160 gr bullets doing 850 fps or so no way 45 grains recoils as much as a 38, and that's pretty light. I guess some folks are VERY recoil sensitive.