It is called OCMD. Obsessive Compulsive Muzzleloader Disorder
Unfortunately, the only cure for it is buy more.... :idunno:
I have more barrels then I can use in 10 years.... but Rice had the sale I bought 3 more & would have probably bought 10 if he had what I wanted at the time, but they had already been sold. :cursing: dang it, I needed them barrels !
Then you could also have OCAWD. Which is Obsessive Compulsive Awesome Wood Disorder....
yes... I have that too. I am a mess.... :idunno: I just can't walk away from a beautiful piece of wood.... I just have to have it ! :slap: One time I was at Friendship & walking around with a friend.... we go by this booth & I stop & stare at this blank & just drool. On the 5th trip past it & me slobbering all over the place, my friend says "Would you just buy the dang thing? I am tired of stopping here & you are gonna buy it anyway, so just do it & get it over with & let's go on !" :rotf: And I did, and about 8 more before the weeks was over .... :surrender:
But to your Question, I put my first one together at the age of 25. Messed with them on & off for many years, got really heavy back into it about 15 years ago & continue.
I would have really loved & dreamed of building rifles all day every day my entire life. But sometimes thing more important than my Likes come into play in life. Raising a family, putting kids thru college, making a good living, etc. were more important to me. Then ya think ya are done raising kids & making a living & then ya get to raise your parents...
Wow... I didn't see that one coming....... Sometimes life throws ya a curveball... just so you younger guys know there IS more in store for ya later. I'm not gripeing, it is just fact. You do what ya need to do the best ya can, hope you do it the right way, & ya go on.... "Onward & Upward, but sometimes sideways..." as my dad used to say, but strive for Onward.
So keep on building, try to do a little better on Each One, try to remember the mistakes so ya don't repeat them. TAKE YOUR TIME........ it is not a race.
Keith Lisle