I hear ya Smokey, that's a lot of dough and yes, TVM needs to do it right. Keep on em till you get your baby done.
Me on the other hand will never have that problem as I'm so broke I broke my last broke. How ever, when the rare chance comes along I grab it. I had an old boy in the area that dealt with guns and when he got an old smoker he'd bring it to me to clean and spiff it up. I love all curves, angles, smells, disdain of one beat up, amazed of a good cleaned and well kept one, all of em are dear to me. He brought me a cap lock derringer, all beat up, rusty, not an antique but asked if I wanted it for $50? I had the money so yeah. Worked it over and put it on the shelf. The next time he came by with a tower pistol and a Hawken rifle and wanted to know what I did with the POS. I showed it to him and he cussed me telling me that was a completely different piece, nope I told him and showed him. By the time he was done I had the Hawkens ready and he told me to keep ahold of the tower pistol and he'd see me later. He had a heart attack bout a week later. As soon as I could I asked the wife when I could bring the pistol and she told me to keep it.
So what I'm saying is yeah most of my stuff might not be expensive or flashy but it's mine and all the gals get to play. They shoot straight and if I play right, they hit their target.